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Okay so this blog was originally just for me to express my opinions and try to help people who have various disorders. But I've decided that I'm just going to use this blog to talk about my life, though I will definitely be posting about disorders and my opinions. But since I'll be talking about life here I might as well introduce myself. So here's me and a brief summary of my life so far before I start posting about my life currently.
Hullo. My real name isn't Ryder but due to privacy I'll be calling myself that here. On the internet I'm known as Killer the shape shifting unicorn. In real life I'm the quiet Christian girl who nobody really notices. I like Doctor Who, Icon For Hire, and Skyrim. Though I have not been officially diagnosed with any mental disorders I do have depression and anxiety. There's also a high chance that I have Asperger's syndrome, which is a high functioning type of autism, though I have never considered my Asperger's to be a disability. It's simply a part of me that causes me problems sometimes but has also given me advantages over normal people, but I'll talk about all of that in detail some other time.
I am a young adult with some younger siblings and divorced parents. I'm single, unemployed, living with my parents, and it'll be awhile until I go to college so by all normal standards I've failed at being an adult so far. But I'm still young so it's not like I've lost all chances of ever becoming somebody, I just have a bit of a slow start.
Now it's backstory time. I won't bother with a lot of detail but here's a brief summary of me.
I was raised in a Christian home with Christian parents and I've gone to the same Bible believing church my entire life and I love it. For most of my childhood I didn't really have any friends. There were people I hung out with but I kinda forced myself on them because I was lonely so they'd get away from me as soon as they could. And although I would've never had called myself an atheist I held very atheist beliefs when I was young. In middle school I made a friend and early on in high school that friend abandoned me. In my freshmen year my parents divorced and my life began to really suck. But during that time I also gave my life to Christ (I'll go into detail about my testimony in another post). I became depressed during my high school years and life was far from great but I did make some friends in a group called Legion. It's an online group and they are my best friend who I trust with my life. They're the ones who got me through high school alive. I eventually graduated though and now you've been caught up on the basics of my life so far. That's the beginning of my fairly miserable life and hopefully future posts will tell you about current life.
If all goes to plan this blog will become my way of talking about my problems. All you readers will have to deal with it because I need to get this stuff out there. I'm hoping that my life and struggles can be used to help others going through similar things. So stick around if you want to stalk my life and also hear my opinions.
Thank you for reading, you readers are all fantastic people. I love you all. Goodnight humanoids.
